听说最近某市强制禁止中学老师的补课行为。真是让人头疼！
一件事，既然有人做，必然是有利可图，必然是有市场。既然有补课老师的存在，就必然有需要补课的人。如果说补课行为对教育本身来说是一种危害（否则为什么要禁止？），那么证明那些需要补课的学生和家长都在自残，或者说也是在危害教育！不过一个人为什么傻到要自残，要危害百年大计——教育呢？如果不是应试的需求；具体点讲，如果不是初中名校以考试成绩择生，高中名校以考试成绩择生，大学名校以的考试成绩择生，为什么会有那么多人自残？那么推论是：所有的这些学校——小学、中学、大学——都在危害百年大计。同时，如果他们认为教育很重要的话，他们也在自残！那么他们为什么要自残呢？因为有人已经设定好了固定的教育、选拔人才的方式。可是滑稽的是，正是这些已经设定好了教育方式的人在禁止中学老师的补课行为。我晕菜……现在人们都喜欢自残。
禁止中学老师补课，让家长着急——他们得花更多的精力、时间和金钱寻求其它补课的途径；也让中学老师憋屈——有人可以耍流氓、不要脸，但自己小耍一下流氓、小不要脸一下也不行。但是，各类培训机构笑了：“哼哼，我们的生源又多了~~”
我国向来重视英语培训。我读书的时候是从初中开始学英语；现在据说幼儿园就开始了英语培训，或者叫教育。貌似某人只要通过了英语专业八级这个顶级的英语级别考试，在英语学科就算修成正果了。但这个考试的可信度有多高呢？先看看以下事实吧：
- 英语专业八级（TEM8）考试由各本科院校报名，专科院校和个人无报名资格。考试的监考工作也由各高校自己负责。但专业八级的通过率无疑又是各高校招生的噱头，所以监守自盗的事也是屡见不鲜——各大高校在监考专业八级考试的时候，多半都是睁一只眼闭一只眼，只要学生不在考场喧哗，仅仅抢来旁边考生的试卷抄一抄也是“情有可原”的。
- 在专业八级考试的考场上没有采取任何屏蔽通信设施的手段。
- 学生在参加专业八级考试时也显示了十足的经验。一般在考前，分工是必不可少的。擅长阅读的做阅读，擅长听力的做听力……总之考生们各司其职，充分发挥了盖洛普的优势原则。然后再借助现代化的通信工具——手机——将各个题型的答案发到中转站。所谓中转站也就是指负责将收集到的答案分法到全班考生的手机上。
- 当然，有时候更简单。2008年3月7日上午7时某分，百度贴吧的“专八吧”公布了所有专八的答案和作文题目。专八考试时间是当天上午8点半。在十点左右，百度删除了这些帖子。网上所有关于专八漏题的新闻也都被删除。鄙人当时认为相关部门牛人会采取措施，但后来没有，只让此事不了了之。鄙人只好自慰认为当年问题不好处理，下年一定不会再有类似事件。但在今年（2009）3月7日凌晨，我又得到了第二天的专八考试作文题目。
- 现在专八考前题目的零售价格是1000-2000元，一般付款后可以在考试当天凌晨时分得到答案。如果一个班或者半个班合伙买的话比较划算。答案（选择题）的准确率大概在70%左右，照抄的话，再加上请牛人考前写一篇基本没什么语法错误的作文，那拿到一个专八证问题也不大了。但是如果很多考生合伙买，避免雷同卷还是个问题。
Lust is one of the Seven Deadly Sins. Most kings, emperors whose temporal power is of great divinity, in retrospect, failed to defend themselves from it. It launches no substantial raid, but its irresistible mesmerization rids you of any defence, strength and dignity, and its mammoth charm puts behind its bars, making you a prisoner. Once you are fixated on it, you’d better beg and pray if you find it too punitive to tolerate; once you are obsessive with it, you’d better stop moaning and shouting but resort to yourself for help – you are the most horrifying enemy of yourself.
Loneliness is something you have to accept, bowing to the inevitable. It is a token of futility of fraternizing with those who are right at your side, or of clicking with whom you adore. It makes you a pusillanimous weirdo, wearing a mask while interacting. No one knows your situation, no one understands the reason, and no one cares about a thing. You are hiding from every one. Very much alike, you’d better stop crying for aid, because the inventor who designs it is you, yourself. You are capable of unassembling it, but others destroying it.
I’ve been wondering if I dared risk amplifying my lust simply during my period of loneliness, and I thought my forgivable misdemeanor counted for nothing. But I neglect the mutual responsibility that was raised, that puts burden not only on myself. I may either remain in the zone to keep everybody suffocated, or get out of there, abandoning everything, and barely leaving a few drops of tears there. I thought I was playing a game, but it’s a game that I bound to lose.
The Buddha tell us that we are supposed to march to the nirvana; I tell myself that it’s so hard. The Buddha say that we all have a Karma of some sort; I say that I’d like to last my loneliness for another ten years.
Supposing you are asked to pick an adjective to illustrate study, what haunts you first? Boring, humdrum, monotonous, tiresome, dull, weary, or even infuriating? Infuriating, actually, is the one that I’ll choose after days and nights of studying on the same range of doggone books. I have been persistent on the pedestal on which engraved great Francis Bacon’s saying, Studies serve for delight, for ornament, and for ability. Regardless of how profound the delight and ornament is, I am going to steady my persistence for the ability’s sake.
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The other day on September 18th, various swearwords against Jpan and its people spreaded around me, making me speechless as it did before to me. I’d been trying to be apathetic about what people were crying out and cursing for, but I failed to be silent all the same when I saw a friend of mine continue to make his declamatory comments to curse Japanese people. More impressively and naturally, the most damning and cursed remarks uttered by Chinese people were all quoted as if he was just raped by a Japanese homo recently. “Is that ture?” I asked in jest.
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